18 February 2015

Giving Up

It is not a command.
We have incredibly-few of these, and it does not make mention.
Directly, it is not of scripture, and is not a necessity of the Christian life.
Indirectly, however, it is a reflection and consideration of the principles of the life, essence, and reality of Jesus the Christ. 
And inasmuch, as we mimic Him, follow after Him, we do well.

In the past, I have given away 
Sweet Tea
then Iced Tea
then all liquids sans Water...
Internet
Reading.
Last year, as one who spends 2-4 hours a day driving, the most challenging of all, it was all sounds in the car.

Approaching Lent, I am thoroughly uninspired to give up the things of this world. Maggie, a voice of God, encouraged me to consider 'giving up' in a different light. 
Jesus,
in my vainglory attempt to honor you, 
to connect with you,
to hope to connect with you,
I spend Lent 2015
giving away
the parts of my life
that overcrowd my life.
This is almost completely CH2M-centric.
I take on
I am given
I am dumped on.
My shoulders are fully laden, my back is stooped. 
And I still go on. 
I pray for strength and wisdom and I still go on. 

In this Lent,
rather than put away some physical addiction,
stressing my body and then mind with the hopes that the spirit is expanded,
In this Lent,
I give away my superhero life, 
let go of succeeding, hyper-exerting, fixing, bailing out, being the man.
I will be challenged, as I leave holes in my life,
I hope to trust God to fill them, to be God,
to correct,
complete,
flourish

while I shrink away.