We are called to conform to the likeness of Jesus.
What was He like?
Amongst His many attributes, we find:
Kindness: giving people the benefit of the doubt, being for them, a shepherd.
Compassion: not succumbing to cynicism before a foolish audience who won't learn, sheltering them from evil without and within, healing body, mind and soul.
Power: walking forward in the faith of His Father and the action-ministry of the Great I Am, transforming people (not merely soothing them)
I lack "power" - I don't normally dare ask God to bother with me - I don't deserve His attention. I don't seek His supernatural intervention with me... and that bleeds over to my intercession for others.
I have recognized this reality for two years, and started acting to overcome this weakness (this lack of faith in God and understanding of the world and myself) one year ago. This day I am in the midst of the movement of God in my life, Him reaching into my world and moving, twisting, altering in ways only He can. I rejoice today, and will decide in the days to come whether to learn from this experience, to see His power and take hold of it, or not.